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#do you know what this looks like #like they just kissed the crap out of each other #like they were finally on their own so they jumped each other #and now they’re feeling awkward #but in like two seconds they’ll be kissing again 

They back off each other, the taste of Cas still all over his lips, deep in his mouth.  His mouth is still tingly and he turns as if to make sure they’re alone.  He turns back, licking the last of Castiel’s taste off his lips.  Cas looks up at him through his lashes, licking his lips and looking back down.

Dean’s heart is still pounding heavy in his chest, his shirt is wrinkled where Castiel’s hands gripped it.  He’s tempted to reach back for Cas, to pull him back and kiss him senseless again.  He can’t just yet though.  His hands are shaking and he is reeling with the awkward tension in the room.

For once, Castiel acts first, grabbing Dean and mashing their mouths together again.  Their lips are moving in the same perfect synchronization and Dean’s left breathless again.

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 ship all the ships 

Falling in Purgatory

They’re hiding in a tree when Dean starts freaking out.  He’s never been scared to die before, never been scared of monsters.  But these aren’t just monsters.  These are the souls of monsters, cursed to kill each other forever.  Fight until the last one is standing.

Castiel is holding his trench coat close to him, looking at Dean from beneath his eyelashes.

“I miss my car,” Dean mutters, “I miss Sam.”

“I’m sorry,” Castiel says softly, sounding like his old self a bit.

“Well, at least I got you,” Dean sighs, leaning back against the tree, “Just a couple of cursed people hiding in a tree in Purgatory.”

Castiel gives a small laugh.

“Think we’ll ever get out?” Dean asks.

“I don’t see how,” Castiel shrugs, “Unless someone opens the gate, but you said that would be bad.”

“How long are we going to survive?”

“Who knows?” Castiel sighs, “I don’t think very long.”

Dean sighs again, weighing his options.  If this is, honest and truly, his last moments with Cas, he should make the most of it.

“I…” Dean starts.

“There are no bees here either,” Castiel gives a small sad face.

“Way to ruin the mood here,” Dean laughs, “God Cas.”

Castiel turns to Dean, his head turned to the side a bit.  Dean can’t help it.  This could be his last moment to show Castiel what he’s been feeling inside for ages, to show him what’s been hiding inside.

So he pulls Castiel’s face towards his and presses their lips tight together, rubbing his fingers at the base of his skull.

“I was going to tell you about the beauty of ants,” Castiel says softly, “How they work together, similar to bees, but in the ground.”

“I’d rather kiss you,” Dean laughs.

“I suppose I can accept that.”

Oh dear I just found a problem with my great adventure of altered-fanfic e-book publishing.

I may have to reveal my true identity.  I won’t be mysterious anymore for some of you.  I’m not sure how I feel about that just yet.

boondock-boners replied to your post: isabellaofjerusalem replied to your post:…

There’s an author I know of who wrote TONS of GREAT fanfiction and just tweaked it a little for books and now she makes money off of it. fanfiction.net/u/25491… You should message her.

Oh I love her!  She’s one of my favorite authors, I’ll ask her thanks :)

frecklesbajorek replied to your post: Apologies in advance for this post. I’m strongly…

write an e-book. Charge 99 cents for it. I’d buy it.

I’d love to write an e-book, but I’m not sure how to do it yet.

isabellaofjerusalem replied to your post: Apologies in advance for this post. I’m strongly…

But look at that series Fifty Shades of Grey, the author changed the names in a Twilight fanfic and published it. Now she’s a millionaire. From the excerpts I’ve seen, the writing is not that good. You’ve got so much more talent so don’t give up.

So I could take a really good/long fanfic and get it published as long as I change the names and stuff?

Well that sounds promising.  I just have to do something worth publishing I suppose.

Apologies in advance for this post.

I’m strongly reminded that the only thing I want to do is the one thing that you can’t make a living doing.  I want to write and that’s all I want to do.  I want to share my stories with the world, but I just don’t have any way of getting published.

Is this what they mean by starving artists?

Make a living doing what you love, they say.  How do you make a living off fanfiction?  Or regular fiction?  How can you get a secure income when what you do is nothing really special?

I think you are lovely. Just thought you should know :)

Anonymous

Thank you anon I really needed that :)

Were you receiving hate?

Anonymous

Thankfully no.  I’ve not received any hate.  I made a post about what happened.  I don’t want to talk about it anymore.